Simplicity' ♥

Haiz.. So many trouble today..
So many people must judge me..
Its as if they are pinning th blame on me..
Th whole world believe Xavier's crap..
Then its my fault all over again..
Ha, i dont believe anyone from my class..
Everything is my fault.. Really very fck up today..

Then during english lesson i gave mdm azizah attitude..
Seriously im in a bad mood today..
Everytime you always scold and hit me..
Every human got limit.. And unfortunately, i reached mine..
You picked on me everytime, why????

I have my own problem to settle..
Tears, it drained my entire energy..
Im lifeless.. Ya, acting again..
I cant get to sleep again..
Th stars are bright today..
Nobody will understand..

Good luck to you..
Really..

_l_10:02 PM

Well, th most unlucky week is finally over..
Very suay lately.. Hmm, mdm azizah cracked a few jokes today..
Then maths was so so, again, talked to fuxuan as normal..
CDL was quite serious as we got project..

Physics was terrible..
Hy sat at my place, good lo chase me away..
You good, vivian somemore tell me sit behind..
Sobs.. Lols.. Then as usual sat behind..
Rayner damn hyper?? Then mt quite slack..
Xavier gone crazy again.. I never do anything hor..

After school went to mac with hk..
Then jerald and gnv came, followed by fx and finley..
Aft a while went home.. As for rayner, he went somewhere..
Check his blog and see what he update lo..
Free advertisement..

Hey, im currently looking for someone to teach me magic..
To jio girls.. Too bad, cant find chiobu..
Almost everbody got stead le.. Omg??
Envy.. Why cant i meet someone rite??
Lols, not despo but just envy.. Dont intend to jio also..
Pointless.. Its meant to be anyway.. I hate --->> fate..
Too bad, cant change it.. HaizZ.. Smile . . . . .

_l_7:48 PM

Thursday is finally over..
Went back home straight after school..
Th weather was bad..
Today i tried to stop using vulgarities..
But i still said it out..
Nvm, still got a week to go..

Something awkward happen between me and vivian..
I was walking out,
she was walking in..
And then . . . . .
Lols.. Idk at first..

Finally finish geog homework le..
So good rite?? See see.. I do lehx..
Today during upper sec assembly came two police officers..
They are from amk there de.,
Could understand half if th talk only..
Th speaker was not clear..
He was talking non stop..

End here ba, tired le..
Maybe going to sleep soon..
My eyelids are getting heavier by every single letter im typing now..
Nite, i wish Vanessa a happy birthday here..
Se i so good.. Keeping th cool i almost lost..

_l_11:01 PM

I really want to say something but i can't..
Very hard to understand girls.. Zzz..
Today skipped maths class.. Then tio caught by mdm see..
Hahas, we were hiding outside 2/7..
Then aft school go sign offence slip.. Warning given.. Lols..
Then i saw her everyway i go.. Very wad lo..

Anyway, i saw a chiobu, maybe going jio her..
Then maybe jio lo, though no feeling..
Its like th heart is dead, if i nv met her i may still be flirting now..
Ya, i have changed.. Weird yea??

Im trying not to scold out vulgarities,
Unbelievable.. But at least im gonna try..
Wish me luck.. Dont saboh me..
Zzz, last year i want to stop saying forget it..
Then alot of people tried to saboh me..
Lols, i miss sec two life..

_l_7:08 PM

Lols, few days never post, because of some reason..
This few days really busy.. Rushing to copy homework..
Hahas, so yea, me and her no relationship..
Dont keep asking.. Anyway, idk what to say..
Maybe go do th cdl project..

_l_7:43 PM

Morning woke up by someone's message.. Zzz..
Then cant sleep le.. So i asked gary out..
Then we went to play badminton.. Hahas..
Aft that sat down there chat for a while..
Till it rain.. Then rushed home..

And can you dont pretend that you very emo..
So?? Seeking her attention very good then go jio her la..
Now th problem is not about gina, i dont like her..
She only want you to stop calling her nia..
And about th jpsle.. Want jio her dare dare say la..

Omg, i lost my ring..
Damn important to me..
Im so gonna die..

I love you..

_l_4:48 PM

Now i'm confuse, suddenly 3 messages flew to my hp, demanding my explanation..
Ya, he broke his silence at last.. And he sounded as if i backstabbed him..
Im not going to explain much.. Ha, ya you are th victim..
And i only told someone to tell you to stop calling gina de hse number..
If not one day her mother pick up then she sure kena..

I said if you so despo can find jingwen..
Dont anyhow say others..
Can dont put words in my mouth..
If you think that my friends are with me because i say you then you are wrong..
I dont talk about you to them.. And they nv comment about you..
If you want to jio her then go on..

Dont say till whole world owe you..
After i met her, i changed, th arrogant me was gone..
This whole year i very low profile.. Im not as arrogant..
If by saying that in your blog can cause her not to trust me, then congrats..

I live by th word honour,
Ya i lie too, but i will nv spread or backstab..
Now i hope this problem sua..
If you want second round, i swear i can give it to you..

Omg?? I sound so serious suddenly..
Hahas.. Almost lose my cool..
And idk what you meant ytd..
Asking me that, im speechless..
Another dream i guess..

_l_3:20 PM

Just now went out to np with clarence..
Zzz, then knw his secret, but cannot say..
Damn sian le, haiz..
Everytime also like this de..

Idk wad to do le..
Damn tired..

Short post..

_l_7:28 PM

Yesterday went to watch movie at amk with jh,rayner,jerald and hk..
Then we watched th show being human..
Lols, long queue for th tickets..
So we went to spend some time to eat..

Aft tht went in and watch th show, damn cold..
Jerald kept laughing so loudly..
Jh kept throwing popcorn at me..
Then took mrt to yishun to have dinner..
Hk went home, jh dont knw go whr..

Aft eating i told someone something..
Zzz, damn paiseh lo..
But no choice, she saw thru my change topic skill..

Now im very confused over this,
You told her you nvr said that, haha, what a joke..
In a matter of seconds you showed your true colours..
Damn it, i trusted you.. And you told me lies..
Nvm.. Over th months im quite calm.. No anger le..
Just knw that even you can follow his footstep..

_l_10:33 AM

Yesterday i woke up on 4.30 am..
Went to mac and ate with alot of friends..
Then went to mrt take train to summerset..

Went to th scape park, changed to event tee..
While th leaders went to collect th items,
Ms lathika and mdm azizah was camwhoring.. Omg?

So went to orchard to sell those items..
All those angmohs ignore me..
Damn fck up lo, somemore have to pretend..
Then i gave up.. But few mins later i tried again..

Faiez,rayner and i went to walk walk..
Then we were like beggers..
Then while i was walking mr koh suddenly behind me..
I kena stun.. Lols..
Then when it rain th business was damn good..
Sold lots of umbrella..

Eight hrs gone and we made our way back..
Mdm azizah dismissed some of us there..
Took train with np..
Then vivian they all went to safra while i waited for my cousin..

Thats tiring as rayner and i done additional six hr th day before..
Suddenly so involved.. Hehes..
And to Human-Girl, idk wads yr relationship with him..
You knew i hate him and you kp to me for..
I dont need you this kind of people as a friend..

Ya that is how my life sucks..
idk how to start a topic with her..
Everytime must wait till she sms me..
When i recieved a msg i wished its her..
Very stupid rite? Yea i am stupid..
Is it so hard to ask her for it?

Today is th fourth month..
Omg brk record.. First time so devoted..

_l_10:59 AM

Today is a boring day..
Looking forward to sat..
Going to raise funds..
Feels like an class outing..

Today cant seem to smile..
Tired i guess??
Suddenly felt like th athena..
Her face everyday very sian sian de..
Lols.. Ya, i just cant smile..

Nvm.. I guess someone misunderstood me..
If you think you knw something,
Pls clarify.. Dont keep on saying i change..
Th one who change is you..
Haiz, nobody understand..
Tmr going to cwp to do cip with rayner..
For cc only..

Go thr if you guys have time..
Scared tht im bored..

I miss you,
Why did you turn away..
Maybe i wont, yet i will..

_l_8:09 PM

Wow, all of them attached le..
Zzz, when is my turn?
Jealous.. lols..
Today quite sian lo..
Ya, xavier keep on laughing.. He very happy..
Then aft schopl went to eat at cp..
Then went back to sch to slack lo..

Short post..
Dont want to think le..
Vivian, stop reminding me that..
Nth much to say..

_l_7:00 PM

After school went to northpoint with 10 people..
Then vivian lost her money..
Wtf, she think i took it..
Then that finley keep on act as if she c.i.d ..
Keep on saying i took it, fck you..
If its me i sure say de.. I dont steal..

Damn fck up lo..
Went to see hk de sis in library..
Suddenly speechless..
Im a loser.. Maybe mr ng is rite..
Its my attitude..

Now i gt alot of work undone,
Trust lost.. Th now being mistaken as a thief..
This feeling sucks..
I cant share my thoughts with my friend..
They have their own problem also..

I felt lonely..
Its like nobody is there,
Nobody..

_l_9:24 PM

So cold in school com lab..
now doing th ace-learning thing..
Zzz.. None of my business..
Next time pretend i nv see anything..
You deserved it as you wrote about her..
Ask that dog to help you...

Zzz,Heart is beating damn fast..

_l_8:37 AM

Here we go again, th same topic rayner brought up..
Now its too late to say anything le..

Hm, today vivian finally decided to change place..
No one to talk to me le. Sobs..
Then till geog, miss cheng came but nvr teach..
Got me hyper for no reason..

Aft school went to canteen,
Saw mr koh, he told me he call my aunt le..
Though she still scold me but she say mr koh nvr say anything bad about me..
Touched?? Then saw someone sitting in front of me..
Very weird lo, always see rayner.. I think..

Then aft hk went for th packing thing..
Went to mac with jh,jer and rayner..
Slacked at 706 aft that till it rain..
Jerald rushed to sch to fetch gnv.. Touching scene..

Then slacked till 6, went back to school..
Waited hk to come down from bus..
Then th rest is . . . .

I saw nth much today..
I've erased my memory of her..
Dont be a loser like me..

_l_7:52 PM

100 post le..
Today went to Suntec, quite fun lo..
Mdm Azizah left for course and she told me to look after Xavier..
lols,So he kept on following me..
Then went to Mos Burgar at Sunplaza with Rayner,Jerald,Hk and Gnv..
They eat only as i not hungry.. lalala..
Then Baobei keep on calling me..
lols, im one entertainer.. lame one..

Went to Northlink play pool..
Rayner owning me and hk lo..
Jerald and Gnv came for 20 mins nia left le..
What a couple.. Rayner had th last laugh in th end..
I wonder when he turn so pro..
Last time i own him de lo..
Zzz. . .

Well just to say that i hit 100 post le..
Congrats to me.. CLAP yeas..
Next week still need to help Mr Wong do th painting..

I Miss Her..
Too bad, its th 109 day le..
By tomorrow i may not be counting le..
Sometimes i wonder if i could really forget..
Good Luck to me..

棒棒堂

少了你的房间

躲在少了你的房间
两眼无神的靠在窗台边
不知过了多少昼夜
空气少了你的香味
却多了一封你留的信件
说要给彼此些空间
我知道我不成熟
逗你开心让你没烦忧
但现在再多都没有用
为何要在放开手后才知道痛
一起共筑的美梦
如今全都被寂寞给没收
只有你可以给我最美的感动
我愿意从头来过
别让我在思念逗留
到底是哪出了错
你的离开我不知所措
没有你的日子要怎麽过
为何要在放开手后才知道痛
一起共筑的美梦
如今全都被寂寞给没收
只有你可以给我最美的感动
我愿意从头来过
别让我在思念逗留
为何要在放开手后才知道痛
一起共筑的美梦
如今全都被寂寞给没收
只有你可以给我最美的感动
我愿意从头来过
别让我在思念逗留
骗自己你从没离开过

落在少了你的房间
两页无声地靠在窗台边
不知过了多少钟点

空气少了你的香味
却多了一封你留的信件
说要给彼此些空间

wo~
我知道我不成熟
不能逗你开心让你没烦忧
但现在说再多都没有用

为何要再放开手后才知道痛
一起共筑的美梦
如今全都被寂寞给没收

只有你可以给我最美的感动
我愿意重头来过
别让我在思念逗留

ho~wu~
到底是哪出了错
你的离开我不知所措
没有你的日子要怎么过

为何要在放开手后才知道痛
一起共筑的美梦
如今全都被寂寞给没收

只有你可以给我最美的感动
我愿意重头来过
别让我在思念逗留

为何要再放开手后才知道痛
一起共筑的美梦
如今全都被寂寞给没收

只有你可以给我最美的感动
我愿意重头来过
别让我在思念逗留

骗自己
你从没离开过

Waiting . . .

_l_9:10 PM

Now at northlink..
Hk de father de office..
jerald and gnv left le..
later reach home post again??????

_l_6:57 PM

Post again as someone wants to see me post more..
Zzz, whats there to see? Pathetic life anyway..
Everything is dull, black and white..

Holding my racket now,
Brings back memories..
Few months since i last touched it..

Sing a song for me yeas?
Now nicole, vivian and fu xuan dont sing le..
And that vivian still want to sit behind..
Zzz.. All good lo.. Dont sing lo..
I very borrrrreeedd in class..

And to all,
Im fine without her,
Zzz, im not emo..
Im okayy..

_l_9:44 PM

Managed to survived th memory workshop..
Damn it, lasted for 8 hours in two days..
Getting bored..

During P.O.A lesson i was chased out by Mr Lek..
He asked if who not happy or very smart then go out..
So i went out lo.. Then Miss Chua talked to me..
Jarryl and Wenbin also kena chased out..
They whistle at chiobu so OUT they go..
Then when we were outside, Jarryl on barney song..

Tomorrow going suntec city, yeas, dismiss there..

Im waiting...

_l_8:05 PM

Today got th stupid memory course.. 2 to 6 leh..
Tomorrow still got..
Friday need to go suntec for career thing..
Got few photos here to update..
Short post i guess..

Sometimes i ask myself why am i still counting..
Th answer, because i . . . . .
Speechless..

_l_7:15 PM

Back from school, just now went to help mr wong with jerald,hk and rayner..
We painted the two walls white..
Then after a while, finley,eileen and ivan joined in and paint..

Hmm, during p.e mr koh nvr come, then we played paper in class..
We crushed paper and aimed at weiguang..
Lols, xavier keep picking up th paper and return to us..

During english i asked azizah about tomorrow workshop..
Then she told me to shut up.. Some form teacher.
Then i was like very lanlan lo.. Kp me for what? Cnt ask is it?
Zzz, workshop is 2 to 6.. Think whole class damn sian..

I hope mr koh come tmr.. Then i ask him..
Hope he recover soon..

So where are we now?
Or was it just a dream?

_l_6:42 PM

I'm going crazy, i felt stupid suddenly..
It was so real.. Yet it wasn't..

_l_9:44 PM

today went to np aft school with rayner,hk and jh..
Jerald stayed in school with his genevieve..
Aft tht went back for cca..
Then went to slack at 3rd floor with hongkai..

Aft a while, junhan came..
Then he told someone crap..
I never said it, he say de..
Coz i hate and i wont be third party..
That dog somemore tell me be..
Im not you..Zzz..

Later going jerald's blog.. Hahas.. Im evil..

_l_7:04 PM