Simplicity' ♥

fear is constantly lurking in my heart..
I may be laughing all th way but fear scares me..
Cherish th days i am having in 3/3..
Alot of teacher praised me this year..
All say my attitude change, and no anger..
I will get proud as these comments flatter me a little..

Photos.. I used negative colour tone ..
Fun.. Uploading now..

我的快乐将会慢慢的消失。
放假后，人身就开始无聊了。

_l_11:07 PM

Photos are out ! Gosh, Xavier so cute..
Ok, enough crap.. Tmr is holiday!!
Imagine myself sleeping till noon, slacking whole night..
Wait wait wait,, i still need to go to school tmr..

Nvm, studying is important.. Lol.. I said that..
Sian.. Gazing at th moon now.. Not gonna rain tonight..

看见月亮的光慢慢的消失，
我的眼睛也慢慢的闭上了。。

_l_8:25 PM

我好累好累，晚安

_l_10:46 PM

finally completed reading 三国..
Hahaa.. Guanyu Is killed coz he was too arrogant..
Then th Lumeng ambushed GuanYu, GuanYu rather suicide then surrender..
Respect.. Th Lumeng was killed by SunQuan..
Lazy to elaborate..

Today damn boliao.. Kena bomb by th girls..
By 7.30 must reach school.. Waste time..
Then th electve module i was picked for th motorcycle servicing thing..
Fucking shag.. Must change th brake thing blah blah..

Made me miss my librarian.. Sian..
Wait i was joking.. Hahaa..
Th haze is making me sleepy..
Sometimes human must nv lose their anger..
Nvr, especially when you are a female..

苦中作乐，是为了要身边的人快乐。
当她快乐时，我的苦会慢慢的消失。
她，是我的母亲。。。

_l_9:18 PM

finally got back my results.. Passed all subjects..
Turns out that mr koh lied to me about being retain..
Made me study th whole week..
You know wad is worse? Pimples..
lol.. Thanks to him i passed.. Woo..

Tomorrow got to reach sch by 7.30..
Sian.. I plan to pon th elective module thing but cant mc for a week..

Still thinking if i shouod tell my results to my mum..
I can guess what she would say to me..

Me: Mummy ! 我 Pass 到完我的考试 Leh!!
Mum : 有 Pass 就好啦 (th nagging starts, blahblah)
Me : 我 Pass 了没有礼物拿吗？
Mum : pass 是应该的你还要什么？
Me : Zzz.. Ok lo, 你好..

Confirm will say this..

Is th haze making me blind??
Sometimes i really cant tell what is true or fake..
I kena tricked 4 times today.. Lol..
Age is catching up with me..

Title of th day : 人老就要认,

_l_10:00 PM

spent th entire day watching music videos..
suddenly have th feeling to watch Jay Chou's songs..

First song is 心雨 (hearts rain) xin yu *
Th video is about Jay's girlfriend being sick and Jay went overseas and took photos of places he went to and sent it to her with a letter..
One day his girlfriend died and before she died she told her friend to continue writing letters back to Jay so not to break his heart..

Next video i watched was 搁浅(run aground) ge qian*
Jay is a cleaner at a hospital, and he met a girl who is sick.. As days pass they fell in love with each other.. One day th girl saw Jay hugging a woman and she left him.. (sad story)

Last song i am gonna say is 你听的到..
Th song is th quite touching..
I think some of you will have th same kind of experience..
Its like you love this person and in th end you realize th one you truly love is th person next to you..
Watch th video and you will understand..
I dont think i have this kind of experience before lol..

Chinese title of th day!!
今天的 Title 是 … … 我不懂要这么说..

_l_8:03 PM

Woo ! Tomorrow no school marking day..
I dont really know what is marking day for anyway..
You seriously think they mark or enjoy holiday?

Better not think too much..
I cant sleep now ! I mean i slept at 1 plus plus and woke up now..
Hyper.. Haahaa.. Downloaded alot of apps today..
Got 1 app can watch tv.. Then i was holding my phone laughing..
Suddenly felt like those pervert ah pek while i laugh..

Why would ah pekS go to a Sex shop ?
I mean wont his sperm die out by then?
Saw an auntie inside too..
OMG, disgusted..
Dont misunderstand, i walked pass only..

Skipping th sex related topic **

Must listen this song !! Bii - 转身之后..
No kidding, its nice..
And and listen to Jessica Mauboy Feat. Flo Rida - Running Back ..

Going supper!! My 身材 going change le..
From now on, after every post i am gonna write a title below..
Whats so special?? Its gonna be in chinese..
Practising my mt..

Ok..
今天的 title 是 "marking 日"
也可以说"阿Pek 和老ZhaBo进色情店"
不不, 应该是我要去吃Potato chips了…
发课(fucker) 华文是他妈的难。
我疯了

_l_3:06 AM

exam is finally over.. I toiled th whole week..
Study till 12 and wake up at 4.30 am each day..
Holiday can go outside slack whole night..

Just finished watching a korean movie..
Dont know how to say th name..

Th movie is about a guy and a girl (both colleagues) in a school..
Th male teacher teachers P.E and th female teacher teaches science..
Typical storyline.. Zzz..

Want to watch 童眼 .. Nice show i heard..
Saw th trailer, woohoo.. Dont think i will freak out..
Coz my chinese sucks so i will probably scratch my head during th show..

Woke up very early and played l4d2 with hk,rayner and jerald..
In th end i was killed in a hero way..
Hahaa..

Add a few songs in my hp..

_l_12:52 AM

everytime i look at you, there is a feeling..
as th days go by, th words still eludes me..
tomorrow is th last day and hopefully,
I can tell you that, I will PASS you..

Poa is gonna be easy if i really put effort in it..
Studied for long hours lately..
Close my eyes and i can see myself putting down th pen..

It is really that simple..

_l_9:23 PM

Physics sure fail.. lol..
Went to mac after school with hk, rayner and jerald..
After that went to blk 617 to meet gary, junhao, junwei, rachel, jiawen, carol..
Went there to help junhao study history..

lol, he asked a geog student history..
Taught him some methods to memorize ..
Should have choosen history.. lol..
Good luck.. After that played soccer for a while and left..
Went home threw bag and slept..

After that my phone was vibrating like crazy..
Then i jumped up of th bed and looked at th clock..
I thought it was tuesday and i slept for th whole day..
Lol..

Best day..

_l_3:19 PM

Do soulmates exist?
Idk if i have a soulmate or not ..
lol, MM Lee's love story very touching..
Finding a soulmate is quite hard..

Finished watching th hongkong drama 铁马寻桥..
Walao, th chiobu kena rape by th fucking botak..
Why hongkong show all got rape de??
If want rape then rape th ugliest actress la..

Addicted to 爱.. Especially HANDSOME Ming!!

Today..
Wow 10.10.10 .. What does that mean?
Went to drive thru mac at 11 with rayner and hongkai..
Studied for a while and ate breakfast there..
Went to chambers play DOTA for awhile..
Shiok, got 1 idiot die and dropped a Divine and i took it..
Long time never play i become so noob..

Miss sec2 days, everyday can go gnc and chambers..
Now old liao.. Lazy..

Now reading a book..
Got interesting passage inside..

Who do you think of when you are lonely?
Who makes you look at him/her unknowingly?
Who would you call when you are alone?
Who would make you laugh when you are unhappy?
Ask yourself, who is the one you care the most..
Do not live to regret..

Lol, my answer is my mother..
Only she can make me laugh..

Then who can make me at them unknowingly must be Xavier..
Haa.. He is an attention seeker..

_l_10:01 PM

must study!!
Alot of teachers said that i am gonna retain..
LOL.. Study till crazy now.. Not going to be posting?

My english and mother tongue sure will pass..
I gonna need 1 more subject..
Geog and ss sure CMI de.. My mid year fail like shit.. Too late..
High chances are maths and poa..
Gonna have a shot at science.. Revising 10years series now..

_l_6:06 PM

yesterday 02/09/2010
Woke up by 8.30 am..
Nightmare again.. At this state i will pee my pants one day..
Went down then my uncle drove me to play badminton..
Went to somewhere near th outram road..
Th court is located at th top of a multistorey carpark.. Cool..
Ok, my uncle drove at a fcking fast speed.. 'Singaporean' style..

After badminton went to eat ..
We ate at th railway station that is linked to malaysia..
It is going to be demolished soon..
Saw alot of people taking photo and i took some too..
I very kiasu de.. No choice, im a 100percent singaporean..

Played badminton with my cousins after that..
Saw a 7 year old kid from china.. Asked him to join us..
Our conversation..

Me:(saw his black shoes) eh 你 Xishan 的 ar ?
Him:你为什么你懂 ?
Me: 你的老师是谁?
Him: Mr gomez !!
My 2nd cousin:他还在教 ar ? 我以为他只教Hockey? 我还记得他最喜欢的是叫女生做Pushup..
Me: pls la, 你Primary6的是后我还在喝奶.

_l_9:12 PM

had english exam today..
I spotted a mistake in one of th passage.. Pathetic..
After completing paper 2, went for POA lesson..
Didnt even bother to listen.. Heart is not there..
Maybe too tired thats why cant focus..

我读书但书不读我..
Heard this from gary.. Lol, make sensw..
After school went to church with hk and rayner..
Went to church see see...
After that went to blk 619 meet tim, wl and gary..
Fuck sia.. Weather so hot still want go eat 火锅..

Nvm.. They want bio chiobu at th shop..
Went home after a while..

_l_12:11 AM